Friday, May 3, 2013

There will be lice.

"I've got peace like river,
I've got peace like a river.
I've got peace like a river in my soul."
(Now that I have all of you singing along...:-)
 
I am asked all the time about fear.
"Aren't you afraid...."
My consistent answer from day 1 has been, no. 
I have no fears or reservations for this journey ahead.
People might call me naïve or silly for ignoring the facts.
I am fully aware  of the risks and dangers involved in traveling abroad, especially to India.
 I am equally aware of the risks of quitting my job and jumping into a career I know nothing about.
 
This has been God's journey from the beginning and He has but one rule, "Trust me."
 
 
 I have no idea what I will be doing and
only a very little idea of what life will be like.
 I have left my expectations at His feet.
 It's better that way. Easier in the long run.
(Clearly, the nurse in Uganda pulling teeth is going to be a life long lesson...)
It's not easy and don't have this all figured out.
I am Type A, firstborn, nurse
who likes to know what is going on before it happens.
It is a daily struggle. A daily submitting of myself that
will only become harder when I am out of my comfort zone.
I have made a conscious decision to leave
this adventure in between the paws of Aslan.
 But the peace that floods my soul is a sweet, sweet reward.
It is as if God is saying, "I've got this baby girl. Let's go." 

 
 
“It is a safe thing to trust Him to fulfill the desires which He creates”
― Amy Carmichael

("Amma" Missionary to Tamil Nadu, India for 55 years)


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